today & tomorrow

i will have to face the music tomorrow. i really have to. i have to talk to him. and tell him EVERYTHING..if im brave enough to do it, that is. if i have the balls to tell him that yes, i did touch someone else's balls. and he has the right to be totally mad at me. and blame me for everything.

and yes, i still love you. but thank God it doesn't hurt that much anymore. it will be alright, i know it will be. i'll always be here for you, no matter what life throws at us. and i know that God will always be there for you...especially when i can't be there for you.

and i hope you know that im not mad at you, or anything like that. and i do love you. i may never tell you again for a long time, but i do. and whatever happens, you will always have a part of my heart.