Martes, Pebrero 8

horrid

my back hurts from the coins left under my sheets...
my head hurts from being in an aircon classroom to being in the pocket garden in bel...
my lungs hurt from too much smoking...

and my heart hurts...from loving you too much...

punyeta ka.

punyeta kayong lahat..

punyeta kayong lahat na nanakit sa akin. wala naman akong ginagawa ah. hindi ko kayo sinaktan. minahal ko kayong lahat. buong-buo.walang kulang. pero eto. eto ang sukli sa lahat ng pagtiyatyaga ko sa inyo.

hijo de puta!

hindi ko maintindihan kung dapat ba akong matuwa o magalit sa mga nabasa ko sa blog mo. i honestly don't know how to react. pucha. i have no idea how to react, wala talaga. i wish you well, i really do.

my only other wish is...i wish you were honest with me.

and that you loved me instead.

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Hindi-nagpakilala ayon kay ...

sorry, couldn't quite sleep yet...

I AM honest with you.

and for the last thing.. right now, I wish I did too... but it's really isn't so...