after the game...

after the game, a new game begun.
and i feel lost.
i am tired of loving people
who will never love me back.

and i've been scared
all along
even if...
i do seem stronger than the rest

i was just sitting there
glorifying myself
in the ackward silences
that we had

i wasn't sure what to say
i didn't know what to do
and im still
in silence

people think that im brave
but in truth, im not
im just someone
who can act real well

but i think
i've acted for too long
i guess it's about time

for me to let go
let go of the idea
of the dream....
that after everything...
there is someone waiting

there is someone waiting
and i have been waiting in vain.