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DON'T QUIT

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
When you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must but don't you quit!

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As many of us sometimes learn.
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won, had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
What it seems to a faint and faltering man.
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have won the victor's cup.
And he learned too late when the light came down
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be nearer when it seems far.
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit!

~*~

i won't quit. i can't. and i wouldn't be able to stand myself if i did. so here i am. with a new relationship. my second "lesbo" relationship. i don't like objectifiying people i love. i think obejectifying is a sign of dominance. therefore, i also don't like it when people objectify me. it irritates the hell out of me. but then again, people will be people. and i don't think the whole population even knows what objectifying is.

*sighs*

it's funny that it's only today i finally admitted to her that i've been more attracted to her than anyone else i've met. it's odd, actually. im with her a minimum of 6 hours a day and i didn't even have the balls (o well yes, i don't have balls to begin with, but i meant figuratively) to tell her that. even if i knew that she liked me. she wasn't even drunk when she admitted that. it was the day timothy and i got into a marvelously big fight. and i didn't even take her seriously that night. i had too much on my half tipsy mind.

all's well that ends well.